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Writer's pictureRev. Marshall K Hammer

When the Hits Keep Coming: Navigating the Storm of Repeated Loss

It was around this time last year when I lost a close friend. The pain of that loss is still pretty fresh, a wound that hasn't fully healed. But it's not just this loss that weighs heavily on my heart. Over the past several years, I've experienced a series of losses, including the sudden death of my father 13 years ago, the passing of several friends and most recently, my canine companion.


Each loss has left its mark, creating a tapestry of grief that's complex and sometimes overwhelming.

If you've experienced multiple losses in a relatively short span of time, you know that grief doesn't simply stack up—it compounds. Each new loss can reopen old wounds, making the journey through grief feel like navigating a storm that never seems to end. This is part of my story, and perhaps it's yours too.


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The Cumulative Impact of Loss

When we experience several significant losses (or repeated loss) within a few years, the effect can be profound:


  1. Reopening of old wounds: Each new loss can trigger memories and emotions from previous losses.

  2. Emotional exhaustion: The constant cycle of grief can leave you feeling drained and overwhelmed.

  3. Heightened anxiety: You might find yourself constantly bracing for the next loss.

  4. Difficulty finding closure: Before you've fully processed one loss, another occurs, making it challenging to find resolution.


The Complexity of Compounded Grief

Compounded grief is not simply a case of experiencing multiple instances of "normal" grief. It's a complex emotional state where:


  • Feelings from different losses overlap and intertwine

  • The intensity of emotions might be magnified

  • The grieving process for each loss can become entangled and prolonged


For some of us, a more recent loss may activate feelings or behaviors that a former version of ourselves had been experiencing even though the current version of ourself has more tools than we did years ago. The flashback of those feelings can be confusing and painful. The best way to deal with what feels like a reverting to a former self is to be held in the support of community and remind yourself that you have more resources now than you did then, even if it doesn't feel like it at times. Navigating the Storm

Despite the challenges, there are ways to navigate this often turbulent emotional landscape:


  1. Acknowledge the complexity: Recognize that what you're experiencing is not just one instance of grief, but a complex tapestry of multiple losses.

  2. Allow for different grieving processes: Each loss is unique, and it's okay to grieve differently for each person or experience you've lost.

  3. Seek professional support: A grief counselor or therapist experienced in complex grief can provide invaluable support and coping strategies.

  4. Create rituals of remembrance: Find ways to honor and remember each person you've lost. This can help in processing each loss individually and it doesn't have to be elaborate. A small, simple ritual to mark this moment in time can have a big impact.

  5. Connect with others who understand: Support groups for those dealing with multiple losses can provide a sense of community and shared experience.

  6. Practice extreme self-care: In times of compounded grief, self-care isn't just important—it's crucial. This includes physical care (rest, nutrition, exercise) and emotional care (allowing yourself to feel, setting boundaries).


Finding Hope Amidst Repeated Loss

It may seem impossible now, but there is hope even in the face of multiple losses. Many who have walked this path report eventually finding:


  • A deeper appreciation for life and relationships

  • Increased resilience and emotional strength

  • A profound capacity for empathy and connection with others who are grieving

  • New perspectives on what truly matters in life


A Personal Note

As I reflect on my own journey through multiple losses—my father, several friends, and most recently, a close friend just last year—I'm reminded that grief is not just about loss. It's also a testament to love. Each pang of grief is a reminder of the connections we've made and the impact others have had on our lives.


While the pain of these losses may never fully disappear, I've found that it can coexist with joy, gratitude, and hope. The storm of grief may continue to rage at times, but we can learn to weather it, finding moments of peace and even growth in the process.


Remember, you are not alone in this journey. The path through compounded grief is not easy, but with time, support, and self-compassion, it is possible to find your way forward, carrying the memories of those we've lost with us as we go.



 

If you're experiencing unexpected or sudden, traumatic loss, feel free to download the guide that I wrote, particularly for suicide loss survivors, at befriendyourgrief.com.


If you'd like to schedule a one-on-one to discuss the challenge and experience of your particular loss, please scroll the booking page to see the services I offer. These consultations are available as a one off or as a package of sessions.


And, of course, if you need to talk about your mental health or concern for a friend who is going through life-altering challenges, don't hesitate to use the 988 Lifeline by calling or texting 988 or visiting the 988 Lifeline website.

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